Keep Myself Upd8ed

The man I've always wanted to be when I was a kid
Seems smaller now.
The wide distance remains unchanged.

Impatience grows everyday.
Even though I am moving forward step by step.
I wonder if I can ever make a difference?
I want them.
The things I never had.
I'm not saying I can never give up.
I'm just saying I want to keep myself updated.
I'll keep myself updated.
Will you just walk away if I change?
if you can't accept me, I'll be miserable.
We only have now or never.
Inside my head I've got the answer.
That's why I keep myself updated again today.

Considering myself a late bloomer.
I just want to believe.
Nobody walks at the same pace.
They got their own speed.

It's easy to go with the flow.
And Life is treating me great.
But if I live that way,
I feel like I am being torn apart inside.

I want them.
The things I never had.
I'm not saying I can never give up.
I'm just saying I want to keep myself updated.
I'll keep myself updated.
Will you just walk away if I change?
if you can't accept me, I'll be miserable.
We only have now or never.
Inside my head I've got the answer.
That's why I keep myself updated again today.

I want to keep myself updated.
I'll keep myself updated.
Will you just walk away if I change?
if you can't accept me, I'll be miserable.

Updated, I'll keep myself updated.
Will you just walk away if I change?
if you can't accept me, I'll be miserable.
We only have now or never.
Inside my head I've got the answer.
That's why I keep myself updated again today.