Just Confusing

Is it mentally abusing or abusing your mentality
I'm just stuck between the finer things of life of trying to find what to eat
So what if there was glory
And there's bitches when I'm horny
Only if I'm smiling cause I'm wilding out
And I'm stunting casually like fashion week on Ginza streets
Is it acting if you don't believe in what you are stunting
It's confusing
Did you want me or not want me?

If I want you then you don't want me
Then you want me when I don't want you
Not amusing, just confusing for my choosing
But I want to

Before a time it wasn't much too long ago
Before a time when I was not aware of you
Before a time it wasn't much too long ago
Before a time when I was not aware of you

I've come too far to let myself go