No One Knows

brothers and sisters！ finally, the wait is over
this is the dawn, this is the calm before the storm
are you ready？

do I have to keep doing this？
do I have to speak amiss？
do I have to fix this mental twist？
I've got no time to fight for another
I'm a singer, father and fucking human being
I am what I am
I'll fight for myself to the end
I really don't care

no one knows how many times I tried to make it right
no one knows how many times I cried
crawling, I was crawling in the dark
no one knows, no one celebrates
the wait is over

do I have to quit this game
do I have to sell my soul for fame
I will tame the devil inside, don't even know his name
I'm a chooser and creator
but some people call me a looser
I am what I am
I'll fight for myself to the end
I really don't fucking care

no one knows how many times I tried to make it right
no one knows how many times I cried
crawling, I was crawling in the dark
no one knows, no one celebrates
the wait is over

it's not an order like "defend the border"
but I'm on a mission
fuck the ratings, fuck the haters
fuck the meaningless competition

cover your ears to hear the silence
close your eyes to see the difference
this is my own war
I'll take vengeance
I won't wait anymore

because
no one knows how many times I tried to make it right
no one knows how many times I cried
I was crawling, crawling in the dark, it's over
no one knows, no one celebrates
the wait is over