Where Are You

i close my eyes and wait till end
it's freezing in this room
i close my eyes and wait till end
for how long?

i shut my ears and wait till end
tumultuous and dark
i shut my ears and wait till end
for how long?

where are you

i swallow my shout and wait till end
there's nothing there
i swallow my shout and wait till end
for how long?

where are you

i hate
i cry
i love
i smile
i live
i die

i don't want to live
don't want to die

i see it all, so clearly
but you don't want
you don't want to see it
i hear it all, so clearly
but you don't want
you don't want to hear it

where are you

and still i'm staying

i see the red light
it's slight light
it's so gentle light
i see the red light that shines in the darkness
i see the light
it's slight light
it's so gentle light
i see the red light in the darkness
it's slight light
gentle light

where are you