After A Storm Comes A Calm

Banged up. I'm sick to death of suffering.
I spent too much time in a place I don't belong.
My head's haunting me. My heart feels like (a) ghost.
What should I do I don't know？ Where should I go I don't know？

Tell me what tell me how to live. Before it kills me.
I can't even believe myself. Oh No！！ Oh No！！
Tell me what tell me how to love. Take a look in the mirror.
Beat me down！！ Pull me out！！ No！！ Let me restart my life.

Are you really a Girl？ Girls should be like girls！！ NO！！ NO！！
Hey Boys！！ Boys should be like boys！！ Shut the fuck up.
Are you really a Girl？ Girls should be like girls！！ NO！！ NO！！
Hey Boys！！ Boys should be like boys！！ Shut the fuck up.

So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious.
I'll give in one more time and they said to stay straight in line.
Going through my thoughts again and again. Finding what's in my mind.
Just give me some time to find myself. I don't wanna be left behind.

Tell me what tell me how to live. Before it kills me.
I can't even believe myself. Oh No！！ Oh No！！
Tell me what tell me how to love. Take a look in the mirror.
Beat me down！！ Pull me out！！ No！！ Let me restart my life.

Tell me what tell me how to live. Before it kills me.
Falling into the darkness. Falling into the darkness.
Tell me what tell me how to live. Before it kills me.
Falling into the darkness. Falling into the darkness.

Tell me what tell me how to live.
Tell me why I'm alive now. Falling into the darkness.
Falling into the darkness.
Tell me what tell me how to live
Tell me why I'm alive now. Falling into the darkness.
Falling into the darkness.

Tell me why I'm alive now.