I Should Be Going

Where should I go and what should I aim for？
I was going down the winding road.
I had no purpose to live. I didn't know why (I) was alive.
Somebody took me down to the fighting line.

(It) hurts much more than it was before.
The pain keeps me conscious. It awakens me, frees me, saves me.

Give it all in, all my life. I just ask myself.
Why am I here？ What did I live for？
But I only care about me, takin' care of myself.
Getting all under control without damages.

I was going insane trying to walk through the pain.
I lost my grip and I hit the floor.
I'm still in pain. What's the cause of it？
Does it come from loneliness？
I don't know how to stop thinking about it.

Turn off the lights, close my eyes.
Can I hear my heart's cries？
Don't bend. Don't break. Don't back down.

Give it all in, all my life. I just ask myself.
Why am I here？ What did I live for？
But I only care about me, takin' care of myself.
Getting all under control without damages.

I don't get lost in my life. I ain't gonna live forever.
I just wanna live while I am alive.
I wanna make a masterpiece out of my life. No one can be like me.

Give it all in, all my life. I just ask myself.
Why am I here？ What did I live for？
But I only care about me, takin' care of myself.
Getting all under control without damages.