FATHERS

once I thought I'd die alone
no one cares about a tiny stone
cheap sex, nothing out of love
drinking shots to have a good laugh

It's not pessimistic
I am just realistic
I kind of enjoyed that or rather,
I didn't want more than I already had

that was me before you came to me
that was me, I used to be
that was me before you came to me
not today

once I thought I'd never have kids
because I didn't know what father's love is
and I looked out for number one
everything changes when you have a son

do you think I was selfish？
I was just realistic
like I told you before
I didn't want more than I already had

that was me before you came to me
that was me, I used to be
that was me before you came to me
not today

I wasn't wrong
I wasn't right
I was just searching for a tiny light
I think it was you

if I could stop the time
and stand by your side
but I gotta keep moving on
hope you don't feel alone
stop crying
I'm always thinking of you
sorry I kept you waiting
your daddy is coming home

remember this song even when I'm gone
even when I'm gone stay strong
because your life will go on