wander?

Lost reality extends itself out and spreads around the room.
Found myself comforted by the lies I tell almost everyday.
The fragments of memory causing the lump in the back of
my throat has been suppressed by telling lies in almost every way.

疲れた笑顔と言い訳の日々と醜悪な嘘と借り物の言葉
疑わないで生きていけたならちょっとは優しく笑えるのに

I wanna go back to my youth.
I wanna be taken back there, and live life and laugh more freely.
I wanna go back to my youth.
I wanna be taken back there, and if I can live more simply.