Beating

You consumed me from the insides
ingested your own throne of shit
until nothing was
left except cancer
you spread lies in to my thoughts then abandoned me with false hope

you burned a hole so deep into your greed you lost
sight of who i wanted to be for all that was worth
to you it all turned to your
fantasy funeral on my holiday

A shattered spine of a weak boy I once was
shoots shrapnel in the eye of fantasy
blood tinged tears of all of that was lost
that burning fever of a blind love starts to purge your way

Can you feel my heart beating with your knife buried in my chest

cutting off your air

I want nothing more than you to see
that i don't need you any fucking more

Can you feel my heart beating with your knife buried in my chest